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Tuesday, 1 October 2019
Monday Module One focus AOLs
In this discussion we talked about AOLs. Apart grom the claim of prior learning thatvthey make to the University why have them along side Module One? We talked about how they help us unpack our current practice by looking at the skills and knowledge the experience of our careers has given us. How this influences ‘how’ we practice. So practice is not a job title “I am a dance teacher” or “I am a singer in the West End” but about how we do these things. We look atvthis in terms of threads that run throught the tjingscwe do (even ones not obviously associated with our profession practice). These threads are where our life learning mamifests. We also spoke sbout the confidence to claim your learning and also the confidence recognising it and linking it to wider feilds gives you.
Wednesday, 9 December 2015
December first Sunday skype chats ...
We had two group skype chats on Sunday
AM
We talked about how we can not tell everything but need to
direct what we are writing to make a focused point. For instance in an AOL you
can not tell your own life story!!! Or in the critical reflection document in
Module Three you can not explain every thing you did or thought!! You have to
decide what story you are telling. Tara will post thoughts on this http://dancetara.blogspot.com
Later after the PM skype I spoke to Sarah and talked more
about this
It is important to understand when you write an AOL or The
final critical reflection or the project plan you are telling the story ‘of telling
the story’.
For instance, in Module three:
- You decide on the story the research has told you ‘children respond to images’
- Then the whole document tells the story of telling the story
- The introduction says I am going to tell the story (that children respond to images) and this is why I am going to tell it, and this is where I found the story, and this is why I think it is important to tell.
- The literature explains other people have told stories about children and images too, and this is what stories they have told…
- The methodology and method says I am going to tell the story (that children respond to images) and this is how I looked for and found the the story, and this is how I am going to tell it
- The analysis – tells the STORY children respond to images
- The conclusion says now I have told the story (children respond to images) this is how I feel and this is the next kind of story I am going to look for to tell
We talked about how we have a tendency to see people as
institutions. We wondered of this was particularly prevalent in Western Concert
dance (history). Doing this affects how we see ourselves as actors in our
narrative history. It also means we have to think about how we position subject
and object as we think about ourselves in AOLs (for instance). Also between
ourselves and the university – when we decide what to submit and what not to.
(It is important not to loose sight of the fact you are explaining yourself to
another human being (decisions need to make sense and be meaningful to you), you
are not changing yourself to become part of a mechanism (institution) called
University. Alanna will write thoughts on seeing people as institutions http://sustainablerisktaking.blogspot.com
Suzy also noted that for some people this is the last skype
until final oral presentation. She will write about how helpful the skype chats
can be. Please note graduates can still come to skype chats as Mary did in the
PM one J https://zsurcy.wordpress.com
Amanda will write thoughts on the highs and lows of Module Two.
http://alawford.blogspot.com/2015/11/module-two.html
PM
We talked about a number of specific questions: ‘should I
send in this …? Do I do that…?’ We decided that the answer is to own the work.
If it makes sense to you (on a deep level – think it through) then you should
do it. If you have any doubts explain why you think it is a good idea to do it
when you do it.
Think deeply about what you are doing – explaining your
learning experience, proposing a plan, explaining what you have done over a
semester… What you do should make sense. Imagine if you are on the receiving
end of your work it should make sense. It is not a trick it just has to make
sense. Cathy will write more on this https://cathieingram.wordpress.com
We talked about not getting overwhelmed and being selective.
In other words, not everything you think and do might be handed in. You are
trying to tell us something send in what makes sense to best tell that story
(see above). Ainsely and Jade will write more thoughts on this http://ainsleymsudds.blogspot.com
We talked about a rhizome as an organizing structure. I have
written about this before. By using a rhizome structure you can focus on the connections
and networks – relationships between things. In this course we value these as a
large part of the reflective process and the analytical process. It is part of our rejection of dualist
constructs to move away from defining things to start to look at how things
affect each other, are linked, are part of networks. Sarah created a great rhizome
diagram to organize her data. She posted this on her blog http://sarahsulemanji.blogspot.com
Tamzin is going to post on some sites she has found for gnat
charts and other time organizing tools. http://tamzinhoward.blogspot.com
Please look at Lisa and Maria’s blogs too
Mary joined us which was great. She is going to be going on
a course that follows on from her module three over the winter holidays and she
will be up-dating her blog so look out for that.
Helen is writing
about permission , judgments, relevance: how you value what you are doing in
your study http://www.helenkindred.blogspot.com
What do you think?
Adesola
Monday, 2 November 2015
Nov 1st AM skype chat
Yesterday we had our first Sunday of the month skype chats.
I always feel the people who attend the skype sessions seem
to get so much out of speaking to other people on the course. In our community
of learners there are really interesting people with interesting and extensive
experiences in dance: from the owners of dance schools to teachers in large
institutions of dance to company directors and principle dancers in companies
and all this from people who are all over the world at the moment. It is really
wonderful to talk to each other. I
encourage you to join the next skype chat if you have not already.
We had two chats one in the afternoon which Helen is writing-up, please look at her blog http://www.helenkindred.blogspot.co.uk
We also had a morning
chat which I will overview here.
We talked about analysis. This was raised from the perspective
of analysis of your own experiences and history when writing the AoLs, in
Module One and also analysis of the data collected in Module Three. (Analysis
of your own interests, passed experiences and the inquiry process happens in
Module Two also). We noted that analysis happens across the course. I felt the
conversation moved towards realizing that to say analysis as if it were a thing
is not enough. In many ways one needs to be clear what you mean by it. Other
wise you run the risk of saying “I will do some analysis on this” without any
idea what exactly you will be doing as if by saying the word you conjure up
some event that will run itself. So what do you think analysis is, what
attributes does it have?
In the conversation we moved from thinking of it as
something that happens (ie one minute something is not analyzed and the next it
is) to thinking of it as a process. I called it a process of seeing possibilities,
and/or of seeing connections where you had not noticed them. Like a process of
opening doors to see what is behind them.
Thinking about analysis led to thinking about a number of
issues to do with voice. I think this is because to analyze something in the context of this course
involves recognizing you are adding your voice/ideas to the thinking pot. Of course we believe you
are anyway since you are experiencing through your body/eyes/life but recognizing
this and contextualizing yourself within your work takes a kind of confidence.
Confidence to be present in the work and confidence to know you don’t know
everything but that is ok, you can still be there. We talked about this
confidence. Sam talked about how strange it is however accomplished one is you
can still feel a ‘little girl (or boy)’ : nervous and unconfident. She is going
to blog more on this
Confidence is interesting from an embodied perspective (like
pain) it is one of those things that we can not feel in each other. So whenever
we are judging other peoples’ confidence we are judging our ‘insides’ with their
‘outsides’, which is not like for like.
Helen is going to post a little about the unknown and
confidence in terms of improvisation and how improvisation teaches us to be ok
with being in a state of response rather
than needing to know what is next. She talked about the confidence of accepting
the process rather than needing the conclusion.
All this brought up ideas about bridging gaps between
knowing and feeling – this can be thought about both within the context of
confidence and in the context of what we are doing when we analyze.
Sarah talked about the confidence and feeling, of seeing
your own writing as an authentic voice. If you do not write much in your work
or as a ‘dancer’ you might not see writing as a vehicle for your authentic
voice and therefore it becomes something you add-on to things or avoid doing
altogether (see not putting up blog posts !!!) but Sarah was saying like any
voice it needs to be exercised and that she had newly seen the blogs as a way
to practice communication through writing. Sarah is going to post on this: http://sarahsulemanji.blogspot.co.uk
Maria http://mariaranden.blogspot.no
is going to write further about
connections and just getting thoughts down to be able to look at what you are
thinking as it were. On her blog she has also written about the Professional Artefact
in terms of looking for thoughts on this so please comment.
Julie talked about considering the process and not jumping
to conclusions in a bid to feel something is ‘done’ or complete or must be
understood. Look at the comments below for more from Julie.
Anna commented on not censoring yourself and bridging gaps
in learning through exploring. http://annablogsblog.blogspot.co.uk
Suzy talked about fear of the unknown and also ownership of
your own thoughts. She has written about connections as a response to the skype
conversation https://zsurcy.wordpress.com
What do you think…
Please comment
Adesola
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